THE AUTHENTICITY DETOX: HOW TO CLEAR SOCIETAL NOISE AND LIVE A LIFE THAT’S TRULY YOURS

We have all heard of lucid dreams, those moments when we realize we are dreaming and from that point, can take control and shape the dream the way we want. Honestly, this idea never really caught my interest. But recently, I came across a philosophical film called Waking Life (2001) by Richard Linklater, and it got me thinking: forget lucid dreams for a moment, what about lucid living? 

There was a dialogue in the film that stayed with me: "Most of us are either sleepwalking through our waking lives or wake-walking through our dreams." It made me wonder: if our awareness itself is uncertain, are we really living the way we want to? And what about our choices, how are we actually making them?

Often, we don’t stop to notice it, and as we sleepwalk through life, outside influences slowly start shaping our direction. What we hear, what we see, and what feels “normal” begin to guide our choices without feeling like pressure. Little by little, we adjust without realizing it and move away from our true self and identity.

So how do we notice this drift before it quietly changes who we are?

PART I: HOW SOCIETY SHAPES US

We all have the capacity to build a life that is truly ours, one shaped by our own values, desires, and way of seeing the world. When we do, we grow beyond our own expectations, find a deeper sense of satisfaction and meaning to life. Yet despite knowing this, most of us hesitate to follow our own voice, not because we are incapable, but because something slowly changes as we grow.

Think about it, as children we are led by our inner world, guided by curiosity, imagination, and pure joy. But as we grow, external voices begin to take over. What starts as gentle guidance from society slowly turns into expectation. Then "Sharmaji ka beta/beti" becomes an ideal forced upon us, and we are thrown into a race that doesn't belong to us. Questioning it or following our own paths invites judgment and the subtle shaming of "log kya kahenge?" (what will people say?) With all this growing loud noise, our own voice begins to soften, and slowly we lose the courage to trust what we think.

“We seem to think we are limited by the world, but we are really just creating those limits.” -Waking Life

Just recently, I felt this pressure clearly while looking for a life partner. I wanted someone with similar values, aspirations, and outlook on life, and the rest I figured we could adjust to and embrace. Almost everyone told me to lower my expectations that marriage is about compromise, and my priority should be to find someone from a good family whom I could get along with, and yes, a good horoscope too (which is often challenging). What surprised me most was that this advice even came from married people (hmm… user reviews!!). The more conversations I had, the more convincing their perspective started to feel. It became even more convincing when I started understanding the complexity of South Indian arranged marriages through the Swiss Cheese Model (used in risk analysis), each slice a rule, and the more preferences I added, the harder it became to pass through. 

Yes, arranged marriages in India are complicated!

From this point, I started reasoning from their perspective, thinking about all the constraints that weren't in my hands and wondering if reconsidering my non-negotiables would be realistic. I spent weeks journaling, really thinking through what mattered and what didn't, creating scenarios of life and what not….and somewhere along the way I discovered something strange: the "reality" everyone kept referring to was not really reality at all, it was just fear dressed up as practicality. It was "play it safe," it was "everyone does it, so why shouldn't you?" And once I saw that clearly, I couldn’t unsee it. So I held on to what I truly believed in, expanded my search and eventually found a partner who actually complements me in the ways that truly count (Woohoo! Cheers to us, Prathyusha! ❤️) 

On our wedding day!

PART II: THE QUIET WAY WE DRIFT

Looking back, I realized this experience was never just about marriage. It revealed a pattern that quietly shapes many parts of our lives. We rarely lose ourselves all at once, it usually happens through small compromises that feel harmless in the moment. 

This is how it often happens:

We form our own values and desires
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If that doesn't fit into society’s template, society labels them unrealistic or stubborn
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When things dont go the way we expected, conformity pressure kicks in and we start believing the external narrative
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At our weak moments, we accept and our compromises start to feel justified, or we start convincing ourselves otherwise.

And if left unnoticed, this slowly becomes a habit. Little by little, as we keep giving up on what truly matters, we move further away from ourselves. One day, we look up and realize we have been living someone else’s life.

(From the book, The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho)

The world around us isn't making this easier, we live in an era of relentless noise, family expectations, social media, comparison, curated lifestyles, algorithms constantly shaping what success should look like. The more we consume that noise, the harder it becomes to hear the one voice that actually knows what matters to us.

Now, before you think I am saying you should never compromise on anything, don’t get me wrong. Compromise is part of life, and choosing the easier or safer path can sometimes be wise, practical, or even necessary. Not every preference needs to become a battle. The only thing truly worth protecting is the core of who you are, and any decision that slowly disconnects you from that core is the one worth questioning carefully.

PART III: FINDING YOUR WAY BACK

So how do we stay authentic when the external noise is constant? How do we catch the drift before we have gone too far?

For me, journaling was the starting point. I have been doing it for years (thanks to Robin Sharma’s The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari), dumping my thoughts to figure out what I was going through and what I wanted to happen. Most of the time, it worked beautifully and helped me make choices I wouldn’t regret. But sometimes I would write pages, go in circles, and end up where I began. That made me realize I needed a more deliberate way of thinking through difficult decisions.

After a lot of research, I found three things that, when combined, helped me think more clearly: how we think, what influences our choices, and how to arrive at decisions we won’t regret. Let’s get into it.

1. Understand: how you are thinking

The first step is to understand how we actually think. Psychologist Daniel Kahneman explains that our brain works in two systems. System 1 is fast, automatic, emotional, and mostly unconscious. It helps us respond quickly and handle familiar situations without much effort. But because it relies on habit and instinct, it also tends to push us toward comfort, familiarity, and social acceptance. 

System 2, on the other hand, is slower and more deliberate. It activates when we need to think carefully, question assumptions, or make decisions that require effort and reflection. It helps us go beyond immediate reactions and see things more clearly.

No system is bad, each is designed for a specific purpose.

2. Notice: your voice from the noise

The way we make decisions doesn't just come from our brain, its a constant negotiation between our internal and external worlds. Your internal world is your authentic voice, your actual values, desires, and what you genuinely want. Your external world is societal expectations, family pressure, social media, and everything the world tells you a good life should look like. 

The problem is that when life becomes uncertain, System 1 naturally reaches for the safest available path, and society is always ready to provide one. The familiar choice almost always feels easier in the moment, even if it slowly moves us away from ourselves. That is why authenticity often requires slowing down long enough to think consciously instead of reacting automatically.

3. Ask: which choice I won't regret?

I came across a TEDx talk by organizational psychologist Tasha Eurich on self-awareness where she explained that many of us instinctively ask, “Why is this happening to me?” during difficult situations. The problem with that question is that it traps us inside loops of overthinking and self-doubt. A far more useful question is simply, “What can I do about it?” because it shifts our attention away from endless rumination and toward clarity, action, and forward movement.

And once that spiral settles, another question becomes important (not sourced from Tasha Eurich): "Which choice am I least likely to regret years from now?" Under pressure, we often choose what feels safe today over what feels right long-term. That question has a way of cutting through noise surprisingly quickly. Once you know the answer, just act on it.

Now you might ask why not skip all of this and directly ask, “What will I not regret?” and decide instantly? The issue is that our instinctive answers are often already shaped by external noise. When we understand how we think and learn to separate our own judgment from outside influence, we are able to arrive at clearer, more honest decisions.

CONCLUSION

There's nothing wrong with choosing a safe path or following society's template. Everyone has their own definition of happiness, and there is no single right way to live. The problem isn't the safe choice itself, but when that choice starts to feel like a compromise between the life you are living and the life you could be living.

And this compromise isn't limited to just you, it's a silent cost to the world around us. When we have the courage to act on our true potential, we push beyond our perceived limits, and those contributions are what move humanity forward. We are capable of far more than the version of ourselves society often asks us to become.

Your authentic self isn't just for you, it's your offering to the world. Don't let the smallness of someone else's expectations become the ceiling of your life.

"I'm afraid we are losing the real virtues of living life passionately, the sense of taking responsibility for who you are, the ability to make something of yourself and feeling good about life... It's like your life is yours to create... We should never simply write ourselves off and see ourselves as the victim of various forces. It's always our decision who we are."

— Robert C. Solomon (Philosophy Professor), Waking Life

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Personal note: Thank you so much visiting my blog. It feels great to return to writing after almost six years with something so close to my heart. I have always believed that living with passion and purpose, staying true to who we really are, is one of the most fulfilling things we can do. That's what I'm trying to put into these articles. I hope something in them resonates with you.

To my wife, Prathyusha, this is for you! Thank you for showing me that trusting my own voice was worth it. Happy birthday babe! ❤️